Running away...

If you think I am running away…
Then I have nothing to say…
Pathetic it may seem…
But there are reasons to why I do things…
Don’t ask me the reasons why…
It would just bring tears into my eyes…
You say I can’t run away forever…
You say I can’t hide from reality forever…
But what do you want me to do…
To be a joke? A fool?
I first have to confirm how I feel…
Coz I don’t even know myself still…
Why must all this be so real…
For me to have this zeal…
To leave someone important behind…
To continue my old life on cloud nine…
And it ain’t simple you know…
To have a life that is miserable and cold…
But still I can’t let you go…
The reasons I don't know so can’t tell you why…


By: -=GaB=-