Sadden Weekend

Ai... the weedends was like shit la....On Sat we had no PFTH prac (ai... sianz wanna praise GOD but ppl got other prac) and instead of slacking at home I had to work my butt out painting my sista's room as well as helping carrying things out (The Things Ain't Light You Know). To add salt to the wound, Charles said he is going to leave CT next week as in this coming week is going to be his last week at CT through an SMS (Can't you just say it to my face). I also had lots of homework to do but what the hack did it all last min... Than on Sun went for breakfast at mac and got scolded by me sis for not telling her that I will be meeting sherms (the BIG CHIO BU) and elena (the SMALL CHIO BU)... haha... 930 was great (I didn't fall asleep so it was good) and the worship team did okie... Lunch was at KFC (what crap if u want to be vegetarian go KFC and eat meh, Sherms?) and we had fries battle (next time only pop-corns) and we were laughing at KIMMO coz she could not copy wad was on the blackboard/whiteboard to her paper... We later headed to Adelpi where the YF-ers were jamming and they didn't sound bad at all (meaning they were good la). Timon was te sway one got attack be the spong and lucky for him he did not break any bones (crap la why not! oh ya coz someone will be sad rite... AHEM)... Our speaker was melvin and his speech was very logical and true... it touched me and I just had to pray with some of the PFTH members for GOD to strengthen us... Later was the flooding part... Charles CRIED!!! lucky nv look at is face or else got TSUNAMI coming (Ya all noe wad I mean)... I was sadden the whole day after tt la (I dunno how I am gg to leave CT wit... a sad heart or a happy heart)... Called Charles later tat night and we tok lots of crap and I had meow meow to make me happy online... Haha... We make a good tag team in shooting Shawn (as in not FATTY)... Ai... Moew Moew... Tell me the ans... I want the TRUTH!!! haha... Anyway gotta go sleep liaoz... -=GaB=- Signing out...

My heart you broke

I keep looking in those eyes of her…
Hoping that I could just draw her near…
Near to me and by my side…
To see her walk down the aisle and be my bride…
But this would not happen as she has ready got a man…
A man with the looks and many fans…
Both of them look like a perfect couple, they really seem…
I have no chance of getting her, I just can’t win…
I am just an ordinary man, a boy next door…
I am not really neat just look at my floor…
I think she will better, with a guy like that…
If she were to be with me her days will be sad…
I decided to let her go…
I just hope that I will feel better tomorrow…


Done By: -=GaB=-

I dunno how to carry on liaoz... haha

Sadness overwhelms me…
My eyes are open but I can’t see…
I keep thinking about you all the time…
And I hope that you are fine…
I want to hear your voice everyday…
I just hope that one day I can say…
I like you, but I can’t…
I hope to tell but I shan’t…
You can call me a fool…
But just put yourself in my shoe…
Like that you will know how I feel…
Terrible but that’s the real deal…


Done By: -=GaB=-

I was once a lonely child with no one caring for me…
But you paid a price and bought me from my slavery…
My sins are paid and I’m free to praise…
So come everyone and let your voices rise…

You are the God of my life…
The one that paid a price for me…
You open my eyes so I that can see…
God please dun leave me…

You lifted me up when I am down…
You make me smile when I frown…
Lord, you make me free…
I just want to fall on my knees…
I want to sing and praise your name…
Without you, my life will not change…


Done By: -=GaB=-

Missing You

I really miss her, I really do...
But why do I, I have no clue...
I keep thinking about her along the way...
It has made me sad all day...
I want to tell her, "I miss you"...
And I hoped that only if she knew...
I used to want to be with her...
To hold her tight and call her "dear"...
But now I want to forget her, but I can't...
All I want to do about this problem now is to run...
I know it's not a solution, I know it's not...
But I can't just carry on dreaming as well as rot...
I am writing this, feeling like a fool...
But I feel it's the best way to express myself, I really do...


Done By: -=GaB=-

Seafood gang song

We swim swim swim...
We bloob bloob bloob...
We all walk sideways and never stop...
Up and down...
To and fro...
You can find us all in a row...
We sing n dance...
We skip and run...
We all just like to have some fun...
Here we are singing this song...
Why don't you come and sing along...

Stupid Actions

Even though you say you are not angry…
I still have to say that I’m sorry…
I’m sorry for the things I’ve done…
I only thought it might be fun…
I didn’t know it would turn out like that…
I really didn’t expect it to be this bad…
I really hate my guts now…
I really do…
I feel like shit you know…
It can’t be seen cause I just don’t show…
I screw up my test today and I think I did…
I couldn’t think all I could do is just to read…
I just want to tell you once again is that I am so sorry…
I just hope it is a part to forget like a story…

It is just total crap... dun ask me whu is it.... haha

If I said no would you believe me?
You wun coz you can't trust me can't you see...
I keep telling you we are onli friends...
But you would not believe me even till the very end...
You said there is something going on...
Than tell me wad it is Shawn?
You keep saying that it is her...
And others think so to I am very sure...
But really we are onli friends...
I am sure we will continue to be till the very end...

Like I promise... Haha

Dreams and inspirations I have…
I hope to fulfill it before death…
Times when I have been feeling down…
You have been always been around…
You lift me up when I frowned…
You were the one that made me smile…
It hurts me lots to see you sad…
It makes my day totally bad…
I want to see you happy…
I know I am a little crappy…
I find myself totally retarded to write this for you…
But since it is a promise I have to make it come true…



Done By: -=GaB=-

Dun ask me whu is it for... it is not for anyone...

I really miss you very much…
It has always been right from the start…
I miss everything about you…
From the smile, the eyes and your weird attitude…
But I feel like I don’t know you anymore…
However, everyday I feel like giving you a call…
I want to ask you how you have been…
But I only dare to do it in my dream…
I feel like walking beside you…
To hold your small hand with mine…
To be there for you during difficult times…
To make you happy when you are sad…
To share happiness with you when you are glad …
That’s all I dream to do…
But to make it a reality it is difficult to do…


Done By: -=GaB=-