Thursday, November 25, 2004

People Change

Feelings I have to people in the past,
It is over now so there's no need to ask.
I dunno why but it's just like that,
You will always meet someone better. It is a fact!
But the trust between 2 lovers is a must,
Or esle the relationship would never last.
Lovers should tresure one another,
For they would not know when they will no more be a couple.


I stuck liaoz... ai... anyway the moral of it is tresure the people u care...

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Thailand trip... 4 days...

Wed (1st Day)... I arrived at the airport with a bagpack and a luggage and it seem like I will be going for a week... I than met up with joshua... his gf... my room-mate, Hao Xiang, and a few others. We went to eat first before going boarding the plane where we had a lively crew even though we sat on budget airlines. We took 2 hours to reach bangkok and another 1 hour to reach bangkok palace hotel due to thetraffic jam. At night, after only 1/2 an hour checking into our rooms, the hotel became so quiet. Why!?! Because everyone broke the rules by going out of hotel without given any permission. We arrived back late and ya... we went to sleep.

Thurs (2nd Day)... Woke up early in the morning... and after that had 2 speakers. The first was an ambessador from Singapore in Bangkok and his speech was... well quite okie but not boring. We had our art class... hehe... The next speaker was a lecturer in a bangkok university. Maybe it was because his english was not that good and everyone didn't understand that about 1/2 of the people slept. But the coolest thing on that day is that instead of being punished for breaking the rules the day before, the "camp president" or wadever u call him organised a shopping trip for everyone. But me and Hao Xiang overslept cause both of us forgotten to set alarm and we missed our second meeting.

Fri (3rd Day)... Sianz day... Had to practice for play and well at social night we had a very good time. We also learnt how to dance a Thai dance.

Sat (Last Day)... Went to traffic control station to listen to talk and well almost everyone slept during the 2 presentations. Well I only slept for one. We later went to MBK for shopping but and I didn' buy anything but instead I and 2 other guys from NYP got screwed by one guy and we almost got blacklisted as he told us that we are suppose to meet at 330 cause a fac told him so, when we didn't even change timing! What an asshole... Lucky I forgot his face or else I dunno what I will do to him. Anyway I reached back saftly.

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Have not been posting a long time liaoz... So here is one... Today has been darn boring as I have been sitting at home rotting my butt off in front of the computer playing FM (Football Manager)... Now I feel so retarded for not doing anything useful... Dunno why but I feel stupid for missing my parents rite now... well maybe it is because I am short on cash liaoz... Dun really believe it... I actually spent 20 bucks on travel this week... It is pure crazy... Furthermore, I have to re-top up my ez-link card tomolo and I only have 50 bucks for the next wad??? 3-4 days... Anyway... I have to start budgeting ready or else I will die like no one's business... Anyway I die also nvm one, it dun really affect the world... wad nonsence am I talking bout... Than today suppose to go for the city harvest thingy at indoor stadium oso nv go... Why lei... cause I wasa darn sleepy that I felt like staying at home and slack... Ai... Kimmo's prezi oso so ma fan... today suppose to buy part 2 of the prez but than josh cannot go than yt gg to malaysia and me to lazy to move my ass into the toilet to wash up... By e way I am so bored that I am listening to one freaking old song... Original Prankster by Offspring... Why is school so ma fan one cannot provide the whole suit only provide the blazer and tie... See la now must wear me dad's toopid long pants which I like wearing... Why can't we wear our own tie!!! Anyway, it is onli 4 more days to leaving this small country to a CHAOTIC country called thailand. So ya it is cool but I HAVE NOT PACKED MY BAG!!!! Ai... the truth why I am posting one now is because I am freaking bored!

Saturday, November 06, 2004

lalala.... heartbroken...

I love you...
And what I say is true...
I dunno why I can't tell you this...
There are many good oppotunities that I could but missed...
When I open my mouth,
The words just will not come out!
Why is this so?
Am I too nervous, I dunno?
But what is there to be nervous?
Dun you find it hilarious...
That it can be so easy to fall in love...
But difficult to express how you feel?
I feel that I am such a fool...
To run away cause I just dunno what to do...
I feel like giving up on loving you...
And start a life that is new...
But I can't forget you, gal...
Coz the feeling in my heart is just too real...
I think I will just continue running away...
Coz I have no guts to just say...
I love you...


Done by: -=GaB=-

Sad... =(... hehe

I just wanna see you for 1 last time,
To tell you that you have touch the heart of mine.
But why does it always have to be so unfair,
For me to rush but not to see you there.
I want to tell you how much you mean to me,
That if it was not for you I would never see...
The beauty and purity of a swan...
With a personality that's bubbly and fun...
I want to tell you I miss you...
I hope that you had knew...
It seems like we will never be together...
To share love with each other...
But I want you to know...
That I loved you so...

By: -=Gab=-

Thursday, November 04, 2004

the lyrics is nice... for this part

Please take me by the hand
It's so cold out tonight
I'll put blankets on the bed
I won't turn out the light
Just don't forget to think about me
And I won't forget you
I'll write you once a week she said

Why does it feel the same
To fall in love or break it off
And if young love is just a game
Then I must have missed the kick off
Don't depend on me to ever follow through on anything
But I'd go through hell for you and

I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's and ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me


Taken from Blink 182's going away to college 1st, 2nd verse and chorus

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Running away...

If you think I am running away…
Then I have nothing to say…
Pathetic it may seem…
But there are reasons to why I do things…
Don’t ask me the reasons why…
It would just bring tears into my eyes…
You say I can’t run away forever…
You say I can’t hide from reality forever…
But what do you want me to do…
To be a joke? A fool?
I first have to confirm how I feel…
Coz I don’t even know myself still…
Why must all this be so real…
For me to have this zeal…
To leave someone important behind…
To continue my old life on cloud nine…
And it ain’t simple you know…
To have a life that is miserable and cold…
But still I can’t let you go…
The reasons I don't know so can’t tell you why…


By: -=GaB=-

Monday, November 01, 2004

A Compilation Of Yesterday & Today…

Yesterday - It was a quite fun Sunday... i started off the day by accompanying my sista to breakfast and later my parents and other sista to brekfast again... but that's not the point... the point was that I got my electric guit and a class after my long wait... haha... But the electric guit classes would mean I have to quit the log team coz my class starts at 3.30-4.15 so ya... Bye Bye log team and Hello to my lessons... The next sad thing was that Andrea was leaving and tht she would only be back once in a while so it will mean that I will meet this "sista in chirst" lesser and lesser liaoz... However, the speaker was someone special... Maureen Onions (Dinner would not be perfect without Onions)... haha... She prayed in a mighty way and many were touched by the holy spirit. Than our lunch grp failed... ai... y lei u go ask charles la... cum so late... make me and josh and yt wait long long... Than yt is going to punish me... y lei coz I choose to give a ride to yt instead on Hannah and she poor thing have to go home by herself... "Sorri... make u go home urself." Ya yt... remember u have became a gal... haha...

Today - Today was like any other school day... go school do GIT than do ppt and present in front of the class... We had lots of fun... Talking about baseball and more... haha... anyway... this 2 days are kindda fun...